today was one of the most stressful days of my life. it was supposed to be just another monday, but things slowly descended into chaos. my colleagues brought order back, and i watched them in awe as they tackled the issue methodically and calmly, as one by one they triaged and contained the attack.

i learned a lot that day about how easily something can be taken away. i lost access to everything. i learned how to handle a crisis like this. i felt embarrassed and guilty and like a victim at the same time.