we live exclusively in the present because it is always eternally today and tomorrow will be a today, eternity is the state of things at this very moment.

– the hour of the star, clarice lispector

meals:

• breakfast: oatmeal
• lunch: kbop bibimbap
• dinner: kbop korean bulgugi

notes:

• maintenance came to fix toilet leak, vinyl floor swelling, paint chipping, and screen holes, took 2 hours
• finally escaped django ingestion purgatory and left the house to bike on peloton 5km in switzerland, did some weight lifting
• got my osprey nebula bag, enamled cast iron, and kleenex tissues
• ordered chicken and salmon and other groceries $180
  • is walmart good? the prices are not great compared to costco

reflection:

got to stop claude coding so much and architect and plan and think more. have more taste. dont be code monkey. ask more questions. talk to more people. dont let fear or insecurities stop you from growing and gaining the trust of people in the company. i need a way to remind myself to take breaks. it is hard to furnish my apartment and focu son work.

tomorrow: GET A CHAIR SO I STOP SITTING ON MY LUGGAGE SLOUCHING ON MY MACBOOK

slept: 1:30am